Dear aai,
You and I are a part of two different worlds.
Yet, we have one thing in common,
we both come from women who changed their names for a man,
women who travelled galaxies after galaxies to a place where they finally lost their identity.
Aai, you come from a world where
women smelled of sacrifices because they breathed adjustments in place of air and bled
compromises
in place of blood,
Women who were taught menstruation is a SECRET blessing and breastfeeding is eternal happiness.
Aai, you come from a world which failed to produce a daughter who asked for a mini skirt, a
world
which believed entering a temple with a bleeding vagina is a sin but catcalling and eve teasing
is
manning up,
a world that sung women, whose dreaming bodies were fucked by a stranger with a penis.
And yet, you taught me to worship my femininity,
that life isn't a love story of a penis and a vagina and nor is it a war between the two.
You, taught me financial independence is as beautiful as breast feeding.
I want to be a part of the world that doesn't glorify a woman who left her dreams to make tea
five
times a day for a man who doesn't know what fake orgasms are, a world which will not epitomize
sacrifices in the name of motherhood, will not idolize unjust compromises.
I will never serve a man who asks me to be his mother, I will never again be the woman who stays
shut when groped.
And as I carry your legacy to my daughter, as we together build a new world, would you come
along
Aai? To a world which cares a little more about you? To finally live a life that you
wanted?
A Silent Wish
Shrutika Kahale
May 2020
No , I ain't the one
with an appealing smile,
not the one with a winsome face
and hilarious personality with hint of grace.
Not the one who hangs out
with a bunch of peeps
Invisisble
Spectators
Shrutika
Kahale
Jan 2020
Remember the day you said?
"No one's here, no one's watching."
I almost believed you that day.
Today, as I am here again,
Here again after so long,
I see us right here, at this window,